I feel like starting a diary... Like an actual diary, not just an online journal for the world to read all my deep dark secrets and how much I weigh... I started a diary once. It didn't do me any good. I only started it hoping someone would find it and actually read about how I was feeling because I couldn't say it to their face. BUT, these are different circumstances now - so maybe it's a good time to start a 'happy diary'? Lol...

I still have a pile of ~30 books to read. I have developed a book addiction. I can't walk out of Borders without getting a book. They make me feel so much better about the world... when things are going bad anyway. I was inspired to write a book the other day! I was standing in the shower just mentally talking to myself (as I do quite often... I've convinced myself it's normal) about all the books I have an all of that, so I jumped out of the shower, opened up a Word document, typed a paragraph and lost interest. It really made me appreciate JK Rowling... she must really love Harry Potter.

Uni is... well... Uni. I have done nothing all weekend - I told myself I'd do something today but my efforts have been fruitless. I blame my incompetence with technology - my internet shat itself or something. I spose I'm not all that useless because I did manage to fix it.

I don't want Winter to be over. I like the cool weather, rugging up in my trackies on the couch and my daggiest jumper and a hot chocolate and a book. And I actually enjoy comfort eating! You can't comfort eat in Summer... a) because you don't feel like it and b) as much as I like muffins - muffin tops do not work well with summer clothing... But I spose I'll think about that when it gets closer to it.

Today is Father's Day, which I totally forgot about. Not that I pay much attention to it. My family (not including mum and my cat) no longer feel like my family, so it's a bit weird I guess. They don't want to see us, we don't really feel like seeing them, so it will be about 2-ish years (possibly my 21st - not that I'd want them here) until I see them. Aside from my uncle of course, who just announced him and his fience are having a baby (it's totally a boy...), they are prettymuch strangers to us I guess. I'm not going to go crying over it though, so no big deal. At least I have some people around who I love to bits.

AAAAAAAAAANYWAY... Not much else is happening. It's my 6-month anniversary with Mikey on the 19th (excited much? )! I can't imagine life without him at the moment... well I can, and it's shit, so I don't want to lol. And before you all get excited and ask, the wedding is in 5-7 yrs from now, in some nice church somewhere I'll keep you posted!

Love to you all

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